A lonely night´s thoughts. 

Sometimes - on lonely nights like this

with too many thoughts and too little sleep 

I feel as if my friends aren´t even involved in my life anymore.

And it is making me start to wonder 

if this is the way we´re truly supposed to be.

If this is what being independent and growing up actually means. 

And then I wonder 

if this way of thinking

is what actually makes me so lonely at night.